Grieving Mom Seeks Direction

Nothing compares to the sorrow a mother feels without her child. Sara grieves the loss of her boys.
My two sons were taken in 1996. The proceedings were conducted like a witch-hunt. I knew at the time if I got hold of the court transcripts (as is my right) that I would have a sure win case. I exhausted all avenues to acquire the transcripts and everyone gave me the run around. I was pushed aside at all turns.
Eventually I gave up and gave in. Pursuing this issue made the pain unbearable. I was too devastated. This occurred in the state of Maine. I found out afterwards that Maine is among the top 3 offenders regarding "stealing" children.
At this time many others were suing Maine for issues similar to mine and winning. Many of the cases were the instances of abuse by caseworkers and foster homes in the local newspapers at this time.
I have felt my loss everyday. Even now it is difficult for me to see your site because I get so sad for my loss the only way I’ve dealt with it is to lock it up and try not to think of my boys. My arms feel empty all the time and I have no closure.
Here is my question for you; is it too late for me to seek any kind of justice? I want to actively do anything I can, (even if it only helps others.)
My sons have been adopted out. My "father" has contact with them and their so-called new "parents." This is all well and good.
Recently, I found a recent picture of my eldest son in my father's photos. My son looked generally healthy but it was obvious that he has not brushed his teeth in what, years? The white gunk on his teeth breaks my heart yet again. What else is he not being taught?
I am a very bitter person because of my experience. Maybe the information I seek is already here on your website but there is so much of it here and I don't want to reopen old wounds for nothing. Is it too late for me?
Also, is there anything I can do to further the cause on a national scale? Point me in the right direction please. I’ve never used a forum and am new at this type of communication.
Thank you again and God bless you for your website.
Sara
Labels: adoption, grandparents rights, post parental termination





4 Comments:
TO ALL HERE I JUST KANT DO IT I DO
KNOW THAT you only lose if you ever
give up,and i am no way going to
EVER! give up,the girls need their
mother and i am finally closer with
the launch of multiple success with
media interviews and a mult million
dollar $ suit being announced VERY
shortly TWO APPEALS one remand now
one FULL reversal to RE-OPEN my
dyfs/cps case,where that is usually
expert say so HARD TO ACCOMPLISH
but i am doing it and shall NEVER
give up,GOD WILL NOT LET ME EVEN
IF I DIE TRYING I SHALL BRING THEM
home sooner then later now,there is
no way CRIMINALS shall keep the
girls out my home after I RAISED
THEM FOR ALMOST 7 years straight
and 11.no way in hell and GOD IS
ON MY SIDE
GOD BLESS ALL YOU adios.
www.GOODMOMSFIGHTDYFS.COM
LOVING MOTHER WHO RELY ON PRAYER
HOPE FAMILY AND HER LEGAL MIND
TO GET THROUGH TO THE PROMISE LAND
ANY DAY NOW AND THAT IS WITH HER
girls in her car coming home SOON
and assisting helping others to
NEVER LET NEW JERSEY DYFS AND CPS
NATIONWIDE CRIMINALS WIN,BUT HOLD
ALL ACCOUNTABLE FOR THEIR FRAUD AND
Abhorrent actions dealing with
GOOD PARENTS like myself.
adios!
went back further than the situation at hand proving that before we were accused that we did not do drugs. We have our daughters medical records showing that she has never had ANY deficiencies physically, nutritionally or psychologically. He medical records also show NO injuries that are accidental or otherwise. The school board and we have her school entrance scores which show scores of being in the 97th percentile. She was four when she was tested and had scored at a five year old level. After going to court and abuse and neglect not being seen by the judge, they still saw fit to take our little girl. There was no in-home investigations or evaluations. We would have been more than willing to comply with anything. We have nothing to hide.
It was my understanding that when abuse and neglect was not a REAL issue that at the very least the state had to conduct the proper investigations before removing a child from the parents. Can some one please explain to me how this is possible? The sick twist to this, my mother is good friends with the judge and has been good friends with the judge. Small town politics. I am a stay at home mom with out her angel baby. Please somebody help us. We feel like we have no way out of this tangled mess. We have missed her birthday and are about to miss out on Christmas with her all because of false accusations and a corrupt local government. We are being treated like criminals, bogus parents, and like the people who really DO treat their children badly. Our daughter, our five year old is caught in the middle of adult lies, deception, and control issues on the part of my mother and
all of friends in the judiciary and governmental system. Is there ever going to be a light at the end of the tunnel? Isn't all of this illegal? I am praying for some answers.
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